Progress Report

As of today, I've stuck to my diet except for a grad party each week. I'm taking in a healthy amount of fats, carbs and proteins and have seen a noticeable difference in my physical appearance and strength. I feel much better about myself physically, but I havn't been able to go to the gym yet. And that is crucial in my plan. I've constantly made excuses not to go, and some are legitimate such as catching up on school work, or not having clothes (which I may have purposefully forgot).

Despite all of this, I feel a coldness creeping into me again. I hardness of my heart which results in my general lack of empathy. I decided to turn away from my best friend, perhaps out of convenience. The worst part is that I can live with that decision, turning away from the person who loves me the most. My quick temper is coming back as well, I easily become irritated and even angry at this point. I'll have to weather out this storm and hope for calmer seas later on.